I smoked cigarettes for about 10 years. I loved rolling my own. I went through periods of smoking Kools menthols and Camel filterless. I loved to smoke with a drink or a cuppa coffee, before and after some demanding task. As a shy person, I valued that cigarettes gave me entree into a community, especially when I traveled foreign lands. Gotta light? Spare a smoke? My brand is OPs (Other Peoples\u2019 \u2013 Von Anderen, auf deutsch). I smoked when it was cheap to smoke. When I quit, I was smoking more than a pack a day.<\/p>\n
My uncle couldn\u2019t quit, even when he needed to prop himself up on the kitchen counter to clutch a cigarette in trembling hands. His elbows bled from that effort, despite the foam pads his accommodating wife cut for him.<\/p>\n
An old friend didn\u2019t have time to quit. He died of a massive heart attack at 37 after smoking two packs a day for 20 years.<\/p>\n
My buddy quit in order to get on the lung transplant list. She\u2019s not quite sick enough to be at the top of the list. That would amaze you if you saw her struggle to cross a room or witnessed one of her oxygen-starved attacks (even with an oxygen tank).<\/p>\n
I quit for love. None of my friends smoked by then, but it took my girlfriend to give me reason to save my own life. More than 25 years later, we\u2019ve been married for years. Thank you, darling.<\/p>\n
And after all this time without cigarettes, I still feel the pull. Nicotine is powerful and I believe one is never really free of it, although one can overcome it and construct a smoke-free life with the help of friends, family, and community.<\/p>\n
You have the right to kill yourself, if you can do so without endangering others. You may have the sense to save yourself. It\u2019s your choice. As for the recent controversy over UNM\u2019s smoking ban<\/a>: if the ban helps one person quit or, better, keeps one person from this suicidal addiction, it is a success.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" I smoked cigarettes for about 10 years. I loved rolling my own. I went through periods of smoking Kools menthols and Camel filterless. I loved to smoke with a drink or a cuppa coffee, before and after some demanding task. As a shy person, I valued that cigarettes gave me entree into a community, especially … Continue reading Thank Yourself for Never Smoking<\/span>